Life around the Johnson home has been a little stressed lately. Murphy's Law has hit us hard these past few weeks...gotta love him! Our heating unit doesn't work, washing machine broke, Michael's business taxes were due (
outrageous what self-employed Americans have to pay!), and the list goes on...
Although we feel very blessed to have the funds available via savings accounts, etc. to pay for these things, we were reminded how things can go from good - to bad - to worse very quickly. Many of the people we see without homes, food, etc. haven't always lived that way and didn't choose it for themselves or their family. One 'hard knock' after another comes and before you know it, the money is gone, friendships have dissolved, and you're left wondering "how did I get here? " I'm determined to look at others through the eyes of Jesus - straight to the heart instead of outside circumstances.
The Lord also chose to reveal to Michael and I how truly weak our faith can be. We've been reading Crazy Love by Francis Chan (highly recommend!) and we were drawn back to a passage he scribed in Chapter 4. Chapters 1-3 leave you with an awe/'fuzzy feeling' about the God we serve...and then BAM! Chan gets in your business beginning in Chapter 4 on the Lukewarm Christian. Many of his points hit us right between the eyes, but this paragraph definitely related to our current circumstances:
"Lukewarm People do not live by faith; their lives are structured so they never have to. They don't have to trust God if something unexpected happens - they have their savings account. They don't need God to help them - they have their retirement plan in place. They don't genuinely seek out what life God would have them live - they have life figured and mapped out. They don't depend on God on a daily basis - their refrigerators are full and, for the most part, they are in good health. The truth is, their lives wouldn't look much different if they suddenly stopped believing in God."
OUCH!! Yes, I do believe that the Lord gave us a brain for a reason and wisdom, but Chan's words ring so true. How many times do we choose to panic, worry, and stress instead of turning to the One that strives to give us all that we need? Why do we always choose the safe route instead of living a life that is centered around faith? Great words to ponder...
The last big blessing poured out on our family concerned our heating unit. When trying the heat last month, we noticed that it didn't work properly. The AC and fan worked fine, but no heat was to be found. Last Friday we had a company technician come look at it. He said we needed a new motor. We were thankful that we didn't need an entirely new unit and were anxious for Monday to arrive. Well, Monday came and went, and Tuesday we called the company. Turns out, they had to order the part and would call us when it arrived. Now, we weren't freezing by any means, but were disappointed that no one called us to tell of the delay. Fast forward to Thursday (today). Still no word from the company so we call back. The part coming in 'a few days' is now scheduled to arrive in TWO WEEKS...are you kidding me? Needless to say, we cancelled our order and called a recommendation from a family member. They came out today (an hour after our call...woo-hoo!), and we were shocked by what he found. Not only was our motor not working properly, but there were rusted holes in our heating coils. He further explained that if our heat was working, we could've died because carbon monoxide would have leaked into our home through the holes. He also found mold in the unit and other rust as well. He said if the gas company had come to our home, they would've shut off our gas immediately because of the impending fire hazard. OH MY GOODNESS!! An aggravating circumstance turned out to be a HUGE blessing!
Although we now have to purchase a new unit (which we be installed ToMoRrOw praise the Lord!), we know that the Lord has been in this from the beginning. We're still getting top-of-the-line and this company is 50% less than the one we started with! We also know that it will be a great selling point when we do decide to sell our home (especially since our current unit is original to the home and is 12 years old).
It really is amazing how just a few minor mishaps around the home can alter your perspective. Thank you Lord for what you have taught us and may we forever be changed!